Menu

Hidemi Woods 

Singer, Songwriter and Author from Kyoto, Japan.

header photo

Hidemi's Rambling No.555

On the answering machine, there was a message from my father that said he needed to be called back immediately. I was chilled to the bone. I have never received a single phone call from him that’s not disturbing. When he calls me, he does it to vent his spleen about his daily life and about my career as a musician. What comes out from the receiver is his lengthy verbal abuse. Nevertheless, I mostly return his call because things get worse if I don’t. This time was no exception and I called him back fearfully with trembling hands. Instead of a spurt of anger, he told me to come home as soon as possible and stay for a few days. I asked him what happened and he didn’t answer that. As his request sounded urgent, I repeatedly asked for the reason. He just dodged and kept saying that he wanted me to come home right away. I hung up and felt alarmed. Something must have happened. Since he had never given me good news, that something was most certainly a bad thing. My parents’ home is located in Kyoto that is 500 miles away from where I live. It takes me over five hours to get there by bullet train. I don’t have so much free time to take that long trip without the reason. Besides, such an unusual request requires extra caution. I called my mother’s cell phone and asked her what was all about. She told me that they had decided to sell their house and move out. They were looking for a condominium to buy and moving in as soon as the house was sold. The house could be sold next month at the fastest, and they wanted me to sort out my stuff and spend time together under this house’s roof for the last time. The house was built when I was nine years old at the place where our old house was torn down because it was too old to live in. That old house was built about 100 years ago. My ancestors lived at exactly the same spot generation after generation for over 1000 years since my family used to be a landlord of the area. We are here for around 65 generations. My father succeeded the family from my grandfather, and I would have been the next successor if I hadn’t left home to be a musician. Because my father failed the family business and didn’t have the next successor for help, he had sold pieces of our ancestor’s land one by one. Now his money has finally dried up and he can’t afford to keep the last land where the house stands. When my grandfather passed away nine years ago, he complained to me again about financial help I wouldn’t lend. I promptly suggested he should sell the house and its land. He got furious at my suggestion. He shouted, “How could you say something like that? Do you really think it’s possible? All ancestors of ours lived here! I live to continue our lineage right here for my entire life! Selling the house means ending our family lineage! It’s impossible!!” He bawled me out like a crazy man while banging the floor repeatedly with a DVD that I had brought for him as a Father’s Day gift. But nine years later, the time inevitably came. Considering his mad fury about selling the house back then, it was easy for me to imagine that he planned to set fire on the house during the night I would stay and kill my mother and me along with himself. That seemed the true reason why he wanted me to come back. Those murder-suicide cases sometimes happen in Japan, especially among families with long history. But the first thing that I felt at the news was not fear but relief. As I had known my father wouldn’t sell the house, I had thought that I would end up reaping the harvest of his mistakes as his daughter even though I didn’t succeed the family. I would have to liquidate everything in the house to pay his debts and sell the house and the land by myself after I would argue with all my relatives in the family’s branches who would most certainly oppose strongly. That picture of my dismal future had been long hanging low in my mind. But now, completely out of the blue, my father was taking up everything and I was discharged! I took an enormous load off but didn’t forget to be cautious. As there was still a possibility to be killed by my father, I decided to make my last homecoming a day trip in order to avoid spending the night there…

Go Back

Comment

Blog Search

Instagram

Specialty #coffee was all free as much as I wanted at the #lounge in the #hotel where I stayed during a #trip to #Chiba. Great saving for $120 per night. #Japan Specialty #coffee was all free as much as I wanted at the #lounge in the #hotel where I stayed during a #trip to #Chiba. Great saving for $120 per night. #Japan
My new #blog is posted. It's about a #trip to the western #Japan that I took to see my #parents in May. https://hidemiwoods.com My new #blog is posted. It's about a #trip to the western #Japan that I took to see my #parents in May. https://hidemiwoods.com
The Mickey #bus from the #hotel to the monorail station that leads to #TokyoDisneyland. Do you see a Mickey statue on the top? #Japan #MickeyMouse The Mickey #bus from the #hotel to the monorail station that leads to #TokyoDisneyland. Do you see a Mickey statue on the top? #Japan #MickeyMouse
Arranged a #dessert plate out of the free #breakfast #buffet at the #hotel where I stayed during a #trip to #Chiba. #Japan #coffee #waffles #fruit Arranged a #dessert plate out of the free #breakfast #buffet at the #hotel where I stayed during a #trip to #Chiba. #Japan #coffee #waffles #fruit
Just dropping by Tokyo #Disneylandhotel where it's too expensive for me to stay the night. #TokyoDisneyland #disneyland #Japan #hotel #MickeyMouse Just dropping by Tokyo #Disneylandhotel where it's too expensive for me to stay the night. #TokyoDisneyland #disneyland #Japan #hotel #MickeyMouse
One more plate for the free #breakfast at the #hotel. #Japan #smokedsalmon One more plate for the free #breakfast at the #hotel. #Japan #smokedsalmon
The #hotel was close to #TokyoDisneyResort. Enjoyed a view of #TokyoDisneySea from the window of my room. #Japan #disney The #hotel was close to #TokyoDisneyResort. Enjoyed a view of #TokyoDisneySea from the window of my room. #Japan #disney
Moved to the different #hotel that was a little more expensive than the former one. So, the free #breakfast was also better. #Japan #trip Moved to the different #hotel that was a little more expensive than the former one. So, the free #breakfast was also better. #Japan #trip

Comments